And there I was standing on logical grass believing in dust mites over my weak, bland body.
I choked and concentrated on my breathing. I live for weak competitors; it’s my home and food.
The tans were sickening, oh bleak morning why be so cruel? I’m pallor and feeble and thirsty.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m nice. I need to be loved and digested properly in the right measurements. I feed myself, wait. I’m harbour of lies. I feed you ten, twenty maybe thirty a day.
I walked passed a man today, surely not much older than myself. He asked me how to get to Euston from here. Please don’t ask why I lied and lead him the opposite direction because I just don’t know. I feel very ill and I don’t look my best you know, I believe it to be acceptable for this case at hand.
The truth is I’m not meant to be here. I ran like a barbarian leaping for the kill. I’m dressed in the most comfortable fabrics, the only ones I could find. A yellowing shirt, blackened trousers. It doesn’t matter, I’m here now.
The passers-by stare towards my vacant expressions. They laugh but I don’t care, I am only human. I found this was the perfect time to ask myself questions about what I shall do. Are you now homeless? Yes, where are you going to stay? I haven’t the faintest idea.
I’m very much condemned to be impecunious for years to come.
I’m walking the streets of a harsh London area, on my way to nowhere. I hear the fracas around me, the music around me, a din, repetitious noise.
I take a glass bottle off the hard ground and gazed into it deeply.
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Heres the obsession;
Yep, Owen Brinley, you're in our hearts. You musical genius you.
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